hey shorty

{found via etsy}

having short hair has opened a new set of insecurities. let's discuss this.
not since i was a little chubby kid, have i had short hair. 

at that time, it was acceptable, past maybe four or five you are in that zone of, "is it a boy or a girl" to "maybe she cut her own hair, " or "maybe she is a tomboy" to growing older to "maybe she likes girls" to "maybe she is just really artistic or really mature" attracting the odd or artistic only to other stereotypes i shouldn't write so i don't offend people.


for me now i am fifty fifty. i either love it or dread walking outside.  i feel stripped of my femininity most times. 

oddly enough, i have trimmed it myself since it was first cut in november so the sides would be even and less thick.

{jon madison photography above}

since i'm stuck with this one for a little while, i couldn't help but loose myself in ideas for short cuts or those who wear them with ease or where it's socially acceptable...

katie holmes

victoria 

tangled (at the end)

the bee movie

tron

monsters vs. aliens

natalie portman

rihanna

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forgot this actress' name...

however,

i miss having long hair.

ovs short hair.

i won't cut it anymore and letting the natural color grow in...

to get there and fast, i am taking biotin everyday and went into sephora to ask about their hair growing pills... the girl filled me in with this little homemade trick for WOMEN only...

mix a crushed whole month's pack of birth control with your shampoo and let it sit on your warm head for a few minutes.

i studied up on it and it has been proven to work. who knows really though.

so what did i do?

i tried it tonight. 

it better be longer tomorrow, or else... 
tegan and sara comments are bound to continue.

take me to take out

and i'd bring this.
so clever... yet a fine line of stupid if it didn't work.

{4x4x2 purse that holds little fortunes. made in the usa... not china. go figure}